A Thousand Words

Struck again...

2010-04-25T20:43:00.000+08:00

A reflection of the heart
A lie told by the mirror
A joke made by a riddler
A poem written by a martyr

Ever had that feeling when you wake up and you
know it's gonna be one of those days again...
nothing ever seems to go right the minute you open your eyes.
The sun is too bright, the birds are not singing your favorite tune
and your head is in a mess with all the stupid
thoughts running through your mind
causing you to slip back down the train of depression...

Sometimes I wonder if being sensitive is actually
a good thing. For one, you actually takes
the smallest words and twist them up
into completely different words and you take their meaning
in the worse way possible, scanning all the
possibilities and in the end take whatever words
thrown to you as either an insult or getting
left out or whatever that drags you down.

It's one of those days again where I start to
think about my place and where I stand.
It's really depressing to think about these
things, but if I don't think about it...
I get worse and try to hide everything inside
till the next time I explode and all those past
feelings come rushing back and attack me where it hurts.

I guess I'll just have to live with it... for now...

The blood that runs deep
I'll cut in deep and set you free
Flow down my skin and let it pour
Wash away this unending sore...

-Jian-

GACC 2010 Gallery -Day 2-

2010-04-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

Once there a lonely shinigami... pure at heart and beautiful in spirit. This shinigami longed for a partner whom thoughts and feelings can be shared with, but till now, this maiden in red waited and waited and no one came....

The poor dear decided it was time to set out on a journey to seek the one for him and the only placed to get hot and handsome men for him... it's at GACC 2010 baby~

Ahh... there were so many pretty ladies and handsome men that day. His heart lifted in spirit and he was dancing inside... who shall he scope out 1st... he has to make sure he gets all the best men out there.

Why hello... what have we here?

I like what I see

You're quite light on your feet

Ahh Ciel.. what are you doing here?

Ohh hello.. we meet again...
Hisa: I'm pimping yo~

Privacy needed

I FOUND YOU!!!!!

WAIT STOP... *throws the last one away*
Hello handsome

YAY... I LOVE BOYS IN RED

Hehe... twice the fun

AHHH Kanda-sama

Well it's been fun... but I have to get back to my Sebas-chan now *waves*

-Grell-

More Pics on Grell's adventure:

Kawaii ne~

Nixy poo and Sammie

Ahh I trained them well

Nyan Nyann

No comment

MAMA!!!

Nightress- Dream Pair that kicked out asses

Dante- Dream pair that kicked our asses

Okk one more pic

The truth:

GACC 2010 Chronicles -Day 2-

2010-04-10T10:44:00.004+08:00

Ughh... I finally have time to give some thought on Day 2... sorry for the long gone... assignments are killing me and finals are just around the corner... So yea... GACC... the hype has gone down since the GACC week but people are still talking about the stuff going on... Day 2 was the day that felt like what GACC has always been... EPIC

When stepping into the hall after Day 1's disappointment... my thoughts this time went... "now this is what I want"

The energy, the mood, the feel... it was all there... The booths were impressive but too little... the stage was nice but shaky... and best of all... gotta love the MCs man. Today's agenda was the solo cosplay competition and well...

I can't miss a chance to compete on the final stage of GACC and it was a good chance to stage debut my Grell and see how well the results were for a solo stage.

There was also a Duo competition going on that day and the only team signed up was the Dream Pair, Nightress and Dante... and being such loving family members, Kids and Myself along with Sky and Ikki decided to give them a little competition... aww..... You two won't be getting the prize that easy... you gotta get by us 1st... (They still won in the end anyway)

The event ended in a blast and a few dances... wheee...

Sigh... It's a shame this will be the last GACC... I'm gonna miss it...

-Jian-

GACC 2010 Gallery -Day 1-

2010-03-31T23:54:00.009+08:00

Let's roll the pictures ladies and gentlemen.... it's time for the cosplayers to stand up with pride... this is our spirit and this is our lives...

Okk maybe a bit over-exaggerated, but oh well.... I like things over the top anyway.... Let's reel the pictures. The awesome-ness of the cosplayers deserve an applause...

Obviously... I am a butler to die for
Grell Sutcliff

Where is my Sebas-chan.. You promise to give me his lips
The Young Master Ciel Phantomhive

The Gardener.. no I'm kidding
William T. Spears

Where did you park your broom?
Botan

Let it snow~
Yukina

Tree huggers unite... haha
Kankuro

Ribbit
Princess Tiana

nomnomnomnom
L

MY HAREM!!!!
Kanda & Allen

*pweetyy*
Lavi

Roses are red... I love red
Kurama

Zzz... he's sleeping on the job again
Yusuke

She's here to punish him...
Genkai

Man in Suit...
Master Chief

Hmm... too bad I like guys... they are soo pretty too
Minori and Taiga

Sing for me...
Kaito & Akaito

MAGNET WITH ME
Len

THE ULTIMATE MOE!
Yuffie

Yea... These are a few that caught my eyes laa... there are more... just check out Facebook lol
Here are a few shots to show the cosplay spirit XP

I am so proud of this shot

Blue red red Blue

Red + Blue = Purple
Son + Papa = Mama
Learn it

Didn't you hear Red is the New Black

Ahhh I love my Harem~

See what I mean by LOVE~

Shota not included in Yaoi XP

Day 2 coming right up

-Grell-

GACC 2010 Chronicles -Day 1-

2010-03-30T09:00:00.006+08:00

It's all over... There will not be another GACC in a very long time... Rest In Peace GACC... We will truly miss you. 2010 marks the last of the the 5 year long run of GACC and how can I go without giving my two cents about the event.

Day 1 was rather a disappointment looo.... Before arriving to the event, our group was already excited and busy preparing at our apartment room. Make-up, hair and costume were all done when I got a call from Cutie saying the event was moved from the Main Hall to the changing room for last year's GACC.... My initial reaction was big... Disappointment filled when I announced it to the gang, but it's ok... let's go take a look anyway...

When we arrived at our destination and when I 1st set eyes on the hall... there was only one thought in my mind "Can we go now?"

It was seriously a bad choice of location; it was hot, stuffy, crowded and not a lot of walking space. Shoulders were bumping left and right and foot stepping was a common occurrence inside the hall. Most of the cosplayers decided to stay outside as inside was too hot with their costumes on. It was a wise move on our part as it felt like an oven in there. However, that did not slow us down... everywhere you look, there will be some cosplayers posing for the camera or going crazy. The hall did not dampen their spirits much and it still felt as much of an event as any event.

Okk... another complaint.... The group competition... it was bad bad bad... there was no PROPER listing of prizes and sign ups and we were the ONLY group that signed up giving us an instant default win (Seriously). It didn't even feel nice winning...

The prized they promised us were RM150 and 5 Figurines... DUDE... WHAT HAPPENED TO OUR 5 FIGURINES!!! CHEATERS!!! D8<

I want my toys...

Nuff said... the group competition sucked, but the RM150 was nice...

There wasn't much excitement there on Day 1. The only good thing on that day was the cosplayers and the cosplay spirit. Hall, sound, competition and bands were not up to par.

We left early because of the conditions and did not get to see the ending of Day 1, but I don't think we missed much as we were not in the hall most of the time anyway....

Well that's my two cents about Day 1 =]

Pictures next entry...

-Jian-

It's Almost Time

2010-03-19T14:43:00.002+08:00

GACC in Less Than 24 Hours

It's time to Make it Epic

-Jian-

Awesome Advice

2010-03-08T19:51:00.001+08:00

Swamped with loads of assignments

(so what else is new)

Oh right... what's new is that I'm too lazy to do it

(Ohh wait... that's not new at all)

Ahem....

Anyway... here's a very important announcement

Click Me

Enjoy =]

Hey when life's bringing you down... you got a choice

I'm trying to stand here...

Don't make it hard for me to get up

cause I'm still slipping despite of the smile on my face...

I won't shed any tears

I ran out of em anyway...

-Jian-

Caught with the Lazy Bug

2010-03-04T08:08:00.001+08:00

In reference to Moco's last post... It's easier for me to procrastinate now. I hate thinking of all the things I have to do and complete. More like... I finish one work, but I tend to forget about the other one until it's way too late... Ohh well *breathes sigh*

Don't care la... it's been a while since I last ranted on my lil bloggie

I still have a mount of assignments to finish and one is due in.... 2 hours (yay me)

Ohh shit XP.. Lecturer's coming in... Will be back (hopefully soon)

Catch Ya Laters...

-Jian-

There's Nothing Left... Only Our Memories....

2010-02-19T01:07:00.001+08:00

I am seriously getting too lazy for my own good... I can't even think of a good enough topic. I need to write some stories or poems... but ever had that time when your mind goes..... ...... ......

Well since my head is blank... Good enough time to recap the sem so far.

The year started on a rough end with lots of random happening around. Heart breaks are no longer a stranger to me and I'm not affected as much... yes, even flirts experience heartbreaks... but what can be done... just move on with a smile.

Assignments too are no stranger... and what do you know... I'm piled with it... well that's to be expected with 5 classes under my belt X.x

I'm taking a film class this semester and so far... I do not regret joining. I had an internal debate with myself on the matter... to join or not to join and... well... I am glad I joined. The lecturer is Kartini from 3R, a great inspiration to my passion and she brought a special guest to class one day =]

Abang Naz... Remember him? If you were from my time... you would remember him =]

Ohh about the blue hair... I found this awesome creepy place under HELP and had the urge to do a small shoot there. I grabbed Sam to do Len and I appeared as Kaito. We did a ghetto version shoot for vocaloid =]

The photographer was Adam, he's new and I asked him cause he was available and he wanted some practice with his camera... well... win win situation I guess. Hehe... Let's show some here

Kaito: Xajin

Len: Kazuchang

Photographer: Adam

Special Thx: Weez (for editing some pictures)

A take of two... who lost it all. Torn away from love, set apart by fate... died in the hands of misery... that was the destiny that was written for them. A single tear dropped from his eyes... a pat from the back can be felt...

Kaito: You're here?

Len: Shall we go?

Kaito: Yea... but... This will hurt us more...

Len: I'm ready to face it...

They entered into the void, past the burnt out gates and through the dead hallway and into a dark abyss. The smell of ashes still fill the air... toxic to them... but it was not as poisonous as pain they felt in their hearts.

Debris covered the room... making it hard to walk... rats sprawled all over, looking for the tiniest scrub for food. Roaches were everywhere, building their new homes in this deserted waste. This was once a place called home, a paradise for them to come to when they needed a tune for their soul and a friend for their hearts... a once blissful heaven now reduced to a forsaken waste of hell...

He held it in... keeping his chin high... but...

Len: This is it haa... everything gone...

Kaito: ...

Len: I used to love coming here with her... especially when things got bad at home... we would come here... and everyone would be here... we would play till our heart content... and forget our worries.

Kaito: I'm sorry... it was my fault...

Their hearts were as dead as the cold dark room they once called home... But now... it has been reduced to a pile of sin... Traces of their memory could be found lying by the debris... but they were nothing anymore... it was too late...

Len: They're not coming back rite?

Kaito: Hmm... Are u still hung up on that?

Len: I'm not.. it's just...

Kaito: I know... I can't accept it either

Len: But...

Kaito: Len... There's nothing we can do now... we have no choice but to face it...

A silent pause filled the air... He didn't know what else to say to his friend... His mind wandered...

"We have no choice... magic words.... those 4 little words... we have no choice... I paused to think abot what I just said... I did not like it... I always thought... what would happen if I could change that mistake... would we still be together as a family?"

"Yes... it was my fault that it happened... My carelessness... My fault... I blame myself everyday for the folly of my actions... If I could.... I would... I want to turn back the clock to that time... Before that incident... I want you here by my side.... I want to see you having fun with us, I want to hear your beautiful voice coursing through my veins and into my soul... I want to see you smile and I want to tell you everything i feel inside..."

"I want to see you..."

"No... not just you... I want to see everyone again...."

Len: Kai... you alright...?

Kaito: Hmm... yea just fine. Shall we start?

Len: Sure...

"This dark corner will be our stage... as we set up... we thought of all the times... good and bad... it was a memory, yes... just a memory... but it's a memory we will keep in our hearts... I remember you told me something... "memories are nice, but that's all they are... memories"..."

"Memories are nice... but... to me... they are more than that..."

Len: You ready?

Kaito: Yea... for old times sake

Len: This is for you... a song from our hearts...

Kaito: We wrote it... to remember the times we have... though you are not with us... we'll always have our memories...

Len: We call it... A Gift of Memory...

-end-

Yes I like cliffhangers... gives room for imagination ya... anyway... so much for not writing... I ended up writing anyway XP

That's it for me today... Will update again soon

As always... thx for reading =]

-Jian-

PS: The Omakes, Behind the Scenes and Etc

Fixing the wig =D

Lecturers interested

Boo....

The real us =]

Ini Weez punya kerja

*Gasp*

Len: Who's thattt?

NOOOOOOOOOO

Don't talk to me....

And that's it XP

Lazy...

2010-02-13T09:59:00.006+08:00

Must... Find.... Time... to... BLOG.... TT

Maybe during the holidays XP

Ohh well as for now...

Happy Valentine's Day

and

Give me your ang pau XP

-Jian-

Back to sleep... bang...

Pure Romance...

2010-01-28T09:12:00.008+08:00

Will you come with me... and ride the silent lonely night?

With you by my side, I have nothing to fear...
The loneliness is filled by your company,
My tears are wept by the gentle brush of your hand
The lust that consumes me if fed by your kisses
and
My hunger... is nurtured by your Blood

A hunger left unfed
A still doll left in it's wake...
A romance that was never there...
That's why it's so pure...

Third photoshoot I had in a month... not that many, but I make do... It was very difficult to be honest. A few were late and everything got pushed back and it's tough to get response at times, but at least the pictures turn out great.

The location was a bit hard to work with as there are corners that are disturbing and not appropriate for the shoot and it was too cutesy for a Vampire theme shoot, but there are some chairs and corners that fit well into the theme and that's what we have to work with, still I wished the location could have been better.

Well... here are the shots from Kuzu as the shots from Valho are not out yet...

Photos from Kuzu:

I deserve this kiss...

Trials of Affection

Were you really serious?

Threads of Fate
No amount of blood will suffice... unless that blood belong to you

Well... as tough as it may be... I survived...

Don't get in my way Cullen... or you'll taste the bullets from my Rose

-Kiryu Zero-

PS:

The Lust still lingers.....

Ink Tears

2010-01-19T22:41:00.006+08:00

Tears write the best stories

Every drop adds meaning to every word
Every splatter that falls down to the ground
Brings my stories to life

With every tear,
There is nothing to hide
They form magic
With every letter and every rhyme

Though I wish these tears would stop,
But I dare not wipe them away
Cause if I had
I would never had written this way....

-Jian-

PS: Excuse my bad writing... it's been a while....

Yaa-Haaaa... TOUCHDOWN!!!!

2010-01-10T19:29:00.010+08:00

Across the blazing hot field, the sun shining down onto our skins... a single sweat dripping down.

The helmets are tight, pressing against our heads... the pads holding onto our chest as we try to stand up from exhaustion. No timeouts left and the clock was not on our side... this is it... it's time for do or die...

SET..... HUT.... HUT!!!!!

The ball was chucked to the Demon Control Tower... the final play was on...

With a swift pass... the ball is in my hands.... the play is a sweep, a final rush to the end zone.... The whole team was there for a do or die sweep...

TOUCHDOWN!!!!

It's already the start of an awesome year for cosplaying. 1st of Jan was the 1st day of the year I cosplayed for the 1st Photo Shoot for the year. It's already an awesome year...

The weather was hot, and the shoot is gonna get hotter, the team got changed and it was time for the shoot... Alongside were some friends whom I known for quite a while (It's not the whole team)

Cosplayer: Xajin

Character: Yamato Takeru
Number: 20
Position: Running Back

Cosplayer: Honey
Character: Kobayakawa Sena/ Eyeshield 21
Number: 21
Position: Running Back

Cosplayer: NaruKids
Character: Kaitani Riku
Number: 29
Position: Safety

Cosplayer: Wen

Character: Kengo Mizumachi
Number: 71
Position: Line

Cosplayer: Ikki
Character: Shin Seijuro
Number: 40
Position: Line Backer

Check out our shoots:

Eyeshields

Teikoku Alexanders

Our Dream

Akaba

Kagei and Mizu

Agon X Hiruma

Fly High

Practice

After Practice

Strongest Wall

Ceaser's Charge

The One Graced by God
The Emperor
The Perfect Player

Yamato: Aren't you tired
Shin: Just a bit

Yamato: We should get some rest for the game
Shin: hmm...

*SHOCK*

-Jian-

PS:

Our Pads

More to come:

Just you wait....

1st Tag of 2010

2010-01-03T19:20:00.005+08:00

Well what did you know... it's only been 3 days and I already got tagged by Kuro. Well... it's not a very bad tag, she just wanted to know my New Year's Resolution... Gaaahh.... who am I joking... THIS IS BAD!!! What shall I write... er... erm.... Ahh.. I'll crack something up...

Short Term Goal:

1) Get ass back to Uni

2) Try not to fall asleep in class (I EMPHASIZE.... TRY!!!!)
3) Write more stories & poems
4) Get CASH... FAST!

Long Term Goal:

1) Go to every Cosplay event in reach
2) Win 1st place in at least 3 cosplay competitions
3) Complete all cosplay plans
4) Solve all matters complicating life
5) Become a better person

-Jian-
I'll try to keep these resolutions

PS:

Congratz to Nic and Carmen
Game Over Nic
(Just Kidding... this is just the beginning)

Preview:

YA-HAA

Comic Fiesta 2009 (Cosplayer's Catacombs)

2009-12-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

It's been a Great Year for cosplaying. I re-started the passion after a few months hiatus. I started cosplaying in 2008, but I felt i wasn't prepared enough and I took a break and came back doing a few Original Characters. When I felt I was ready... I took the jump and continued cosplaying.

I have no regrets in continuing this passion and it all lead to the tipping point of the year which was Comic Fiesta 2009. The stage till the halls outside were filled with cosplayers who share the same passion. I'm not gonna lose out on this...

My journey this year... has led till this point...

ACGC 2009- The Start of a New Era

C2AGE 09- Let me show you

Animangaki 09- The Rise and Fall

GACC 09- Darkness knows no End

TAF 09- He's Back....

AHF 09- Stealing one Heart at a time

Gempak 100%- I'm not perfect, but this is perfection in it's own

This journey has led to climax

Tamaki

Kawachi

Zero

I'm missing a Picture of Nathan

Finally.... thx for the awesome year

Happy New Year

-Jian-

Comic Fiesta 2009 (Competitor's Chronicles)

2009-12-28T20:04:00.000+08:00

Over 20 contestants on one stage battling it out for the title. To win the prestigious Comic Fiesta Solo Competition Championship. Said to be the toughest competition of the year as it test a cosplayer's creativity and skill on stage and with the amount of participants involved, it is no easy game and only the best 8 are able to move on to the final round.

I registered myself when the registration opened, only to find that I was the 1st one there...

Me: Am I the 1st?
Karie: Yeap you are
Me: I'll come back later
Karie: *drags me back* Noo... sign now
Me: Damn...

Not far behind me were the other contestants... why did I go 1st... >.<

The contestants lined up and met for the briefing at 12.30PM. We were told what to do and soon, it was time to head off to the stage. The judges took their place and the fight was on

Step Forward... Warriors of the Day

I was up 1st... With a smile and a rose, The Stage was mine...

Sasuke matched up with his Chidori

Alex Mercer from Prototype does not play nice

I admire Sparda for joining as Sparda (This character has not made a formal appearance in any games yet)

It's Echo from Pandora Hearts... we have a young contestant here

Naru as Alice
Elegant as always

Sky sempai doing an awesome Taikobou
The craftsmanship is A class

Kadaj dazzling the crowd

An unexpected entry.... Hunters from L4D

Tobi sanjou~~

A vocaloid will not be left out XP

Here comes a heart-throb that only rivals me.. SEBBY!!!

You can't have Sebby without a Ciel

Ren from Erementar Gerad

Ichigo will not lose

Next comes Virgi... i mean Vergil from DMC. He joined with his father Sparda

Time to Perform

Exdeath spares no one...

Yuko is here to grant your wish

Kirin from Monster Hunter. This has been dubbed as the furry costume

From Trinity Blood
Yes MCs... bow to her

Another one from Monster Hunter

Garland lost his way and wound up on the Solo stage XP

White Mage from Final Fantasy

Lenne from Final Fantasy X-2 delivered a beautiful tune to the stage

The contestants are given one minute in the 1st round to deliver a performance to wow the crowd and judges. The crowd was wild, the judges had their eyes focused and soon...

It was time to fight

The top 8 were chosen later that day and the 2nd round soon began. Each contestant are given a topic and a random object and they have to deliver a skit with that topic and object. I was lucky enough to make it to the top 8 along with Alex Mercer, Alice, Taikobou, the Trinity Blood cosplayer, Kirin, Hunter 1 and Garland.

My skit topic Stalking and my prop was a RM 10 note... and we have 20 mins to prepare the skit ^^"

Well.... enjoy my skit

Doing this skit was way fun for me... and from this whole experience, I met new friends and gain new rivals. I may have lost this time, but I gained something more important... I tried my best and I walk away with no regrets... but I promise, I'll come back stronger next year

Two is better than One

Thx Weez for helping me with my skit =]

-Xajin-
(Suoh Tamaki)

Comic Fiesta Day 2 (Suoh Tamaki's Host Report)

2009-12-27T16:28:00.000+08:00

Trying my hardest to put a smile on the faces of my customers is what I live for. Seeing them smirk from the edge of their lips, holding on to their breathe as they try not to laugh and seeing the joy in their eyes.... That is what I live for as a Host... no... The Host King.

Shall we dance, Mademoiselle?

Comic Fiesta Day 2 was even more impressive than day 1... the costume details, the cosplayers, the beauty of the event... it was majestic till, breath-taking even... I stand in awe at all the gorgeous costumes and I envy the effort some put in to their work, but I have my skills as well... not in my props or costume... it's my heart as a Host.

The agenda for the day was to make some smiles as well as the solo competition, but let's talk more on the host business (Before Kyouya kills me)

Tamaki's Gallery: My customers for the Day

It's so nice to serve you

Just for a smile

What do you wish for?

A date?

How bout some tea?

Maybe a dance?

*facepalm*
Me: okk.... *runs* Phail XP

Welcome to Ouran's Host Club

Welcome to all

Yes... we even get customers like this XP

A princess came to visit

Sweet Memories

My best customer, Mio from K-On came to visit XP

Day 2 was a blast for this Host, tiring... but enjoyable. I'm glad to be able to serve all of you.. and if you still have my rose (kept it till it withered), I thank you for holding me close to your heart, either as a friend, family or host.

Well... it's time for me to take my leave... My competition is starting

-Suoh Tamaki-
(King)

PS: In the Words of Wen Aniki

Comic Fiesta Day 1 (Kiryu Zero's Personal Report)

2009-12-24T12:37:00.002+08:00

I didn't know what to expect when I first stepped into the Sunway Convention Hall. People were already gathering at the entrance. The place was packed and everywhere you walk, you will at least bump onto a shoulder or two.

I was nervous at first, but the nerves calmed down as I caught eye of someone familiar to me, someone who is almost family.

With a hi and a pat on the back. I was ready. I clutched my hands and reminded myself... This is just like any other event... Only Bigger. I was ready for my first ever Comic Fiesta.

I felt the event picked up a lil too slowly at the beginning. The atmosphere was a little dull as it was still early. I got changed into my first character, Nathan Mahler from Blood+.

Yeap... I look gay

Okk... I was freezing in this costume. Very very very cold indeed. I walked around, shopped and saw some pretty interesting things, but it was still pretty much a lil slow as the the Blood+ crew went for a photo shoot without me T.T

The event only picked up when the group competition started. At around 2, I changed to my 2nd costume...

Kiryu Zero from Vampire Knight. I had fun walking around Zero, though I have to slap myself a few times when talking to people (Too into character till the emo mood stuck with me)

Soon, it was time for my competition to start, the One True Pairing, a contest of the best pairing on stage will walk away with the prize. I was waiting for this competition since I saw the competitor list.

Dante and Night pair along with

Sparda and Darkiris pair plus

Sky and Naru pair.

Tough competitors that I always wanted to have a head to head battle with.

Though we did not win... I had a lot of fun. I promise that I will come back stronger next time.

Check out our Skit

I guess the best part of the day was actually meeting up with Feli and Sam while getting meeting Kuro for the 1st time... and what do we do... Take lots of pictures.

Zero & Yuki

Night Class Gather

An event won't be complete without the BeatCam

See... Double.... Twice the Bloodlust

Twice the Emo

Twice the Bully

Thx for letting tag along everyone =]

With that ends Day 1's report

-Zero-

PS: Thx for the pics too XP
(They are not mine)

OH BTW... MERRY CHRISTMAS

Oh M Gee... No way

2009-12-08T23:15:00.000+08:00

Mass Comm exams are over for me... now I have to wait a week for the Psychology Papers.

But I'm not here to bore about the exam details. It's about what happened the other day in the hallways of College.

I was busy drawing a tattoo on my Theressa's hand for the fun of it when some random girl, I think her friend came talking to her.

Random Girl: Blah blah blah
Theressa: Blah blah blah
Me: *hears something interesting and turns head towards random girl* Really?
Random girl: *stares for 5 seconds* Oh my God it's a guy
Stupid People aka My friends: *Burst out laughing*
Random girl runs away

Well... They had a good laugh... jeez... thanks guys

She saw me from this angle... Seriously... Do I look like a chick to you?

So to test this theory, Cheng Yi took that picture and showed it to a few people... Their answers were either

a) Oh she's hot
b) Looks like you Cheng Yi
c) Cannot decide

Seriously... You people are blind.... So tomorrow, I'm going for a haircut... It's snip snip time... how short?

No Idea... We shall see

-Jian-

Busy December

2009-12-02T08:44:00.003+08:00

It's gonna be a busy month... every weekend for December is filled.

I have exams coming up this week and the next, plus a high school gathering after that and a photo shoot at the last week of December. Mission Code 17 is also in my schedule *winks*

But the thing I am looking forward to is on the 19th and 20th of December. Comic Fiesta 09. It's gonna be my 1st time attending it. I can't wait =]

-Jian-

It was the Box

2009-11-22T11:40:00.009+08:00

The feeling of winning best prop for a cosplay competition is awesome, but it leaves you with a WTF feeling when the prop that helped you win was a mere brown found in the contest store room and you used it as a TV set. All hail the power of imagination...

Step Up.. Young Warriors

Last Saturday was the 100% Gempak event. I only decided to head down to compete 2 hours before the registration opened (Thanks to Sparda). I went there, got changed, mingled a bit, made some friends and went on stage with the other contestants

The first part was easy, the 3 poses. No sweat. The 2nd round was the eye popper. The contestant are supposed to draw out their random skit theme from what Jared likes to call the Kaya Tin of Death? Remember, the skits are picked at random

Here's what they got:

Naruto (Sparda): Your best friend cheated on you (I wanted this one)

Vergil (ZcDave): Swords (And he proudly swings his sword around)

Rikku (Jun Jun): You only have 10 bucks but you owe 10,000 to TNB (OMG so fitting for a theif character)

Momo (Kazu): Sleepy (What the.....)

Zhen ji (Night): Martial Arts (This was so made for you sis)

Tia (Yu-chan): You are in an earthquake (Not so bad)

Sheryl Nome (Azusa): You got a fan mail on facebook (Really... duh)

Llody (Gahleon): Internet (The most epic topic for a nerd character)

and what did I get

Tamaki (Xajin): You are fighting with your friend to watch Bruno

The first thing that came to my mind was... WHAT IS BRUNO!!!?

My 2 Helpers and Yaoi Incest Partners
Nephew Ike & Papa Yuan

I had my friends explained to me the movie and I was going HOLY... i found out Bruno was gay and he's a fag... oh and he's gay. I ended up doing some random yaoi skit on stage with.

Oh well... it was fun.. I'm sure everyone had a blast... The next event will be Comic Fiesta... see you all there

Congratz to Nightress nee-chan on her win. I'll get you back one day XP

-Tamaki-

Tears from my Heart

2009-11-17T20:47:00.012+08:00

What do you call people who are more than your friends, not close to be lovers, but treats you like a family?

I call them my really really confusing family tree... An extensive family tree of cosplayers that are linked by one relation or another.

The recent Hanabi event was one event I dare not forget (or Matsuo mama would kill me for being an ungrateful son), but seriously...

This event was the best thus far... not because of the competition or the booths. It's the people around me...

Let's see... what did we do....

Getting to see my bros again was really awesome as we hung out the whole day dancing, singing and going crazy.

Ok... everyone... listen to your King

The Yaoi... (Yes mama, you can steal this)

More Yaoi
(This was a Twister Game... how it turned out like this... beats me)

Sparda's Rider Battle Performance

The Bands
(Flicked Mind.... YOU GUYS ROCK)

Dai Spammerz entered their 1st ever skit doing some random performance.

The mass dance kept on entertaining.

The flirting kept on coming XP

But the fun was not over

That Sunday was also my birthday. The first thing I got when I stepped into Taka's booth was a birthday song by a few of them. I was later presented with a gift by the Hanabi committee (Thank you Nikki and Exzora).

Oh I got a surprise party too.... =.=

How surprise was the surprise.... Let's see... the coincidence that the place Feli and Sandra decided to go for dinner while meeting the cosplayers there... The presents... the fun we had... nope... still was too blur to find out it was all planned... I only realized it was a party for me when the cake came out =.=

How BLUR can i get?

I really don't know what to say... I have so many thank yous in my mind now... how am i going to express this... oh well... bear with me

Mama Matsuo... You planned this... I'm gonna get ya for this XD

Feli Mama (2nd mom)... Laugh at me for being so blur la....I blame you for tricking me

Papa Yuan... I had fun that night *wink wink*
You're an awesome Papa. You know how to treat your ZaiZai... I don't mind being your Uke XD

Sandra
Look... she's blushing XD

The Baka Trio
Need I say more? LOL

Kyon
The Duo school guy

Exo
My new Victim and thx for the photos

Hikaru
Thx for the present dear and for hanging out =D

Allen
For playing along with Feli's scam

RayRay & Kori
Ray... you always take care of me and Kori for being a good friend in such a short time

Chiko
Same goes for you Chiko

There are more... Hehe.... you all know who you are *stares at you you and you*

Thx for making that day special for me everyone

-Jian-

Black Rose Society

2009-11-13T07:51:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow is finally coming... HANABI!!!!

As for last week, I went for another photo shoot.. and it was fun

I feel really really random right now... I guess I'll just drop the pictures and head back to dream world....

Sayuri & Asuka

The Black Rose Council

This is me... Minami Sora
The Night of the Southern Sky

Go Check out our story...
Black Rose Society

Making Heads Roll

2009-11-04T09:35:00.003+08:00

I just have to point out something from the BPsych Halloween Night's event.

The poster said Cosplay Performances. I'm sorry, but that was not cosplay. It's just dressing up. Cosplay is when you dress up as a character from a movie or anime or show and portray their personality and characteristics. What you people are doing are just dressing up...

I find HELP has used this terms wrongly a lot of times and their conception of Cosplay is Whacked. It's just too much and I just had to point it out. It's not a personal attack, I just wish you would get your information correct next time

-Jian-

Death is in the Air

2009-10-31T15:03:00.002+08:00

Why should I only have one day to worship death when everyday is Hallow's Eve to me...

Let this day be remembered,
As the day of Death,
Let us all rejoice,
With the souls of the harvest

Let Death ride tonight... Let the souls succumb the light

Let The Prince of Darkness take the night

-Xajin-

Persona True Self

2009-10-28T19:33:00.002+08:00

The Persona Music Live... I just got it from a friend of mine and I just watched it.... *fanboy mode on*

It's awesome

Burn my Dread- Persona 3

Reach Out to the Truth- Persona 4

I'm gonna go watch it again XD

-Jian-

Illicit

2009-10-26T10:41:00.002+08:00

Ahh... What a sight to behold... Forbidden Love, a marvelous sight to behold.

Daughter of Evil

Servant of Evil

Finding solace in the arms of the ones you love... may you find it some day XD

-Prince of Darkness-

Tears of Love

2009-10-22T14:23:00.001+08:00

Meeting someone for the very first time would be an awkward moment for some people, but meeting someone for the very first time and being able to have an impromptu photo shoot... now that's something else... whatever that something is... you tell me XD

Bella and Jess, two people I meet online and for some apparent reason, we decided to met up and well so we zoomed to Montes at Bangsar Shopping Center and... the outcome is one awesome photo/camwhore session. Plus, I feel poetic today...

Tears of Love

I never knew how it happened

It seems I fell too hard

The tears of love took over

As you took over my heart

Trying to ease the pain

Cause the pain of love is just too much

Shall I take the jump

To take that chance

To learn to love once again

And to feel love in return?

You were always there for me
Now it's my turn to be there for you

-End-

Yeap... this was the first time we ever met face to face and we did a number of couple shots. I must say I am quite happy with the results:

The life of a Host

To please his customers

Scared?

Pieces of Black and White Align

Aww.... *pinch cheeks*

Btw... they are only 15 XD
*For any guys who had any intentions... You Pedos*

-Jian-

PS: Thx for the Shoot girls... can't wait to see you two again

Just a Normal Day

2009-10-15T20:52:00.007+08:00

I'm running out of ideas and time to blog... HELP ME INSPIRATION!!! Guess I'll just drop in some pictures... No story this time people... My assignments are taking over my life, so bear with me.

A few weeks back, a group of us has a little photo shoot for the front cover of HELP HMC's newsletter and it's my favorite edition of the year... HALLOWEEN!!! The pumpkin king rises again and it's time for the Prince of Darkness to come out from his coffin.

The shots were taken by Hariz and a few by yours truly... Take a look:

Yo... Getting ready here

Adding the Essence

Alright.. I'm done... Next Step... The hair

Another masterpiece done =]
*Note to self.. By more hairspray*

Finally... The girls

And the Guys

Halloween came early this year XD

Blessed with Pride...

Taken over by Lust

Given into Greed

Consumed with Wrath

A taste of Envy

A Heart in Despair

Finally... A lil Fan Service

And as said in the title...
This is just a Normal Day for me

-Xajin-

Tears from a Rose

2009-10-08T22:44:00.002+08:00

Glamor, Fame and a Name... the perks once you take up the role as Host at the prestigious Ouran High Host Club. A place where gorgeous men with free time will spend countless hours accompanying young maidens and fulfilling their request and putting a smile on their faces. Of course, it is my job as the King to make those smiles happen, but my task today does not start at the Host Club...

Heading to an event alone without my other host club members, it was a marvelous sight to behold. The place just screams of sheer perfection and beauty. The lights, the scent, as well as all the pretty girls lining up to show off their true beauty... and I will be that person to show them that beauty

With a grin on my face, the dazzle in my eyes, a rose in my right hand... my heart in the right place... I placed my left hand inside my pocket, I got myself ready to make smiles fill this humble hall.

I walked towards a familiar face, the only member who followed me here (He's worried that I will cause trouble, but I know he cares about me), my assistant for today's little expedition, Kyouya. Though I was shocked when he actually listened to me and appeared cosplaying as Cloud.

Tamaki: What do we have today?
Kyouya: Seems like a good crowd. I assume you are ready for this mission?
Tamaki: Cloud, when have I not been ready for a mission like this?

The day went on smoothly, I met my customers and I did my part.

Kyouya was sure happy too see the money rolling in... me... I was just happy to see the smiles on their faces.

Being with my customers is the best kind of reward

After all... I am... The King

My job was done... Kyouya checked his files again to make sure that we did not miss out anyone...

That's when I saw her... standing at the distance, an expression full of sigh and sadness... She was just standing there and looking into the blue void above.

Tamaki: Kyouya... Is that... It couldn't be

Kyouya: Hmm? Oh her... Mikuo, one of the judges for the competition later. Don't think about it so much. Besides, she's not one of our customers today, so... hey... are you listening to me?

Tamaki: Customer or not... I'm a Host and I can't stand by and see a girl sad...
Kyouya: ... I knew I shouldn't have come

Mikuo, I can't believe she was there... right in front of my eyes... she just stood there, looking into the endless sky above... sighing heavily under her breath... I wanted to go to her and ask her what's wrong.. but as I approached her with a smile... she took one look at me and looked back into the horizon. She was locking herself up and I do not have the key to unlock that heart...

Tamaki: Is there something wrong, my princess?
Mikuo: ...
Tamaki: You know... it's such a shame to see a beautiful girl sad on such a gorgeous day
Mikuo: The world is filled with beauty, but why is life such a difficult game to play. It's been years since that day.
Tamaki: I know it has... but I still think about your smile everyday

Such a sad expression, I never seen such as expression so sad on her before... I can sense that she was hiding her feelings, suppressing them inside... waiting to fly out... Talking to her was like talking to an empty shell... lifeless... dead...

I was hooked... never have I seen a girl with an aura like hers... I was still intoxicated by her beauty and by her nature... My heart was beating out of sync and I stood there in front of her for a few minutes... just looking at her as she was starring out to the beautiful sky above... speechless...

Tamaki: Do you think we could meet up later? I would like to talk to you some more...
Mikuo: Huh..? I'm sorry... I'm pretty busy today
Tamaki: Haha... well... I think I will find a way to meet you
Mikuo: Who knows... Life is a mystery within a history
Tamaki: If you say so... princess... I'll see you soon
Mikuo: Maybe...

*attention to all competitors, please take your place behind the stage as we will begin the competition very soon*

Tamaki: Hey Kyouya, sign me up will you...
Kyouya: *sigh* You're up to your usual antics again aren't you... I signed you up earlier.
Tamaki: KYOUYA!!! YOU KNOW ME SO WELL
Kyouya: Just get your butt backstage will ya.

The contest was about to begin, it's a competition of style... to impress the judges... The contestants stepped up and begin their performance, they were good... some had potential to win, but my goal was not to win... it was to impress her.

I stepped on stage... she was sitting in the middle of the other 2 judges. I looked at her... smiled. She looked at me with a blank expression. I pulled out a rose from my pocket. kissed the side of the petal... and threw the rose at the judges

I jumped from the stage, and landed in front of her... I knelled and pulled out another rose...

Tamaki: I hold a rose close to me... just like how I hold your heart close to mine

She took the rose, but she did not say anything... neither did she smile... she just nodded ... Oh.. how I would love to see her smile. It was a shame I did not make it into the finals...
seems like your not supposed to jump off the stage and flirt with the judges... Was I even flirting?

Guess all I can do now is wait...

The competition soon ended and a winner was announced, I waited outside the hall for her... everyone was starting to leave the hall and heading down to the little festival the committee had prepared, music, food, the life... I waited for a while... but... she did not show up with the others... The lights in the hall went dim and only a single light was left on... I entered the hall once only to see her working on a few papers.

Tamaki: Need some help?
Mikuo: It's alright... I just have a little more to go
Tamaki: It's alright... The faster we finish... the faster we can go to the party downstairs
Mikuo: ... I don't feel like partying tonight...
Tamaki: Well... if you don't feel like it... I don't feel like it either... can I accompany you tonight, My Princess?
Mikuo: You never give up do you...?
Tamaki: I never do... and I see you kept the rose I gave you
Mikuo: Haha... I can't throw it away... All right... for old times sake...

I stayed there in that very hall with her, we started talking the night away. It has been so long since I last heard her voice, the sweetest melody to my ears. We began to reminisce, all the good times... the bad... and that one moment where our lives changed forever.

We talked till the dismal glow of dusk made way to the cold calm darkness of night... Music can be heard from below, the bands were giving their best entertaining the crowd... but the hall was silent to us... all we could hear inside that very hall... was the voice of the person in front of us, the song of our souls and the memories in our hearts...

But we both know, that after tonight... we will return to our own lives, back to the path we chose. I will still remain as a Host, a servant of chivalry and honor. It was my job to keep the smiles inside everyone alive, to make everyone happy... that is my joy in life...

Falling in love is not an option. This is my life now... but at least... for just one night... please, let me fall in love with you... just one more time...

-End-

FINALLY IT IS DONE!!!! Took me a few days, but I was able to pass the writer's block in my head and get a story from TAF up.

Tears from a Rose talks a little on the past, and yes it is all fictional and has no context to the original storyline... I mean.... who has ever heard of Kyouya cosplaying Cloud? Only Wen Aniki would do it XD

Anyway... this story is dedicated to:

Wen Aniki: Here's the story already... jeez XD
My Twin Felicia: SURPRISEEEE!!!! XD
Belle nee-chan: For constant help and proof-reading
Evey: Lalala
To all my readers who waited for this... sorry it took so long

Credits to the photographers:

Alan: Awesome shots man
Mamoru: Camwhore Prince
Alison: Thx dear for the shots
And to Solomon, Popiah and Raptorz and random photographers (sorry... didn't manage to get your names)

Phewww... That was a mouth full... I hope you enjoyed reading it... I really enjoyed writing this one... the writer's block was not so nice though XD

More pictures later... Till then

-Jian-

He's Back....

2009-09-28T19:48:00.001+08:00

Guess Who Made a Come-back

-Jian-

Journey

2009-09-21T20:26:00.009+08:00

Wandering in the Darkness

Journeying for my light
As I look for love
I was blinded by it's might

I thought you would be the one
I would hold and cherish
You showed me the way
And then you led me astray

Broken and torn
I looked ahead

Placing the pain behind
I continue my way
Down this lonely road
To a journey unknown

-End-

-Xajin-

Journey Through the Decade by Gackt

I've been expecting this...

2009-09-16T19:48:00.003+08:00

My dad just scolded me,
" I don't expect anything from you."

Thanks Dad

Does this mean you are saying that you don't expect me to support you when I grow up

or

You know I won't make anything of myself to support you with

-Jian-

Time is Up

2009-09-12T11:04:00.004+08:00

You see the Video down there... Watch it. Credits goes to Joshua Yap and Eugene Low

My "lovely" friends say the "Person" in that video is not me...
Too cool to be me

Aren't my friends great

-Jian-

Haunting... it has never been so much fun

2009-09-05T19:31:00.013+08:00

When some random mom shakes her head at you, just cause you dressed up like a demon from hell... you know you have done a darn good job at it.

That's exactly the stares we got when we were having our little photo shoot around Pyramid. The snares and the look of disgust... my oh my, that's just how fast people judge others, but it was fun laughing at those moments =]

So the story is... we were having a little photo shoot at Sunway Pyramid and I must say... the shots turned out awesome, although they were a few minor setbacks. We tried using a few different locations around the area and here's some of my favorite shots

Dark Dawn

The Relic Collection:

Xajin

Emo

Chains of Fate

Sandra

Heartbroken

Jewels of Destiny

Felicia as Raphael (^.^)V

Distress

Prince of Oblivion

We all have our troubles... but at least we have each other

We Love Sandra Collection: Sorry Sandra... this might get a lil cheesy for your taste XD

Xajin: Let me take your hand... and I will show you the way
Raphael: Don't listen to him...

She looks so peaceful...

*whispers*

Xajin: Raph.. don't disturb my time
Raphael: Too bad...

Raphael: What the hell are you doing?
Xajin: What does it look like?

Even the Photographer wants a piece

Don't be fooled... she's actually pretty light

Xajin: Where do you want to go?
Sandra: Anywhere =]

Seme and Uke Collection:

Why is she always the Seme?

Xajin: Mistress....
Sandra: Good slave

*snuggles*

The tables have turned....

Raphael: I will protect you

Raphael: You're mine..

Alison: Ish she asleep?
Raphael: I think so... let's get her

Miscellaneous shots:

Reflection Shot

How to make yourself taller in shots

Black and White

Finally:

Thanks for inviting me over

Had an awesome time

And you know we both lurve joo <3

-Jian-

World is Mine by Hatsune Miku

A Piece of Love

2009-09-03T20:40:00.001+08:00

Ever had the feeling when you loved someone so much and you thought that person would return it back... but in the end... all she ever did was crush you beneath her feet and chuck you aside like you meant nothing to her... let me begin this story with a few simple words...

A tune for the soul... A song for you... Play a Melody that warms the world..

Those words were the driving force behind our success... words we have held on deep inside us, that carried us in times of need...

We had good times together at her place... 3 good friends around a piano... she would play for us and we would learn from her.

For years we studied under her, learning everything she can pass on to us. I have to admit... those were the happier moments in my life... spending time with Ms. Alison, and with my 2 best friends in the world. Raphael, Sandra and myself, Xajin... the piano was our life and playing it was our bliss

Raphael was a genius in music, he was no stranger to the piano... he could play a tune perfectly in a few short hours. He has a knack for the classics, just like Ms. Alison. He was like the Mozart of the century.

Ms Alison loves the way he plays and considers him one of her best pupils... I just thought that guy was just a teacher's pet. Raphael and I would compete every concert. Who could get the loudest applause or who played the better piece.

We were rivals... and best friends. Our playing styles differ greatly... his playing style is a lil old fashion for my taste where as I play my tunes faster and with a greater beat. No wonder they call us the sun and the moon... so close yet so far

And then... There is Sandra. Whenever she plays... time stops... it's as if Father Time himself stopped to hear her play. With every note she plays, every melody... it's as if the world was at peace. Her fingers were a gift from the heavens... strong-willed and gorgeous.

Raphael and I would stay by her side when she played... we would close our eyes, take in every note... she would smile at us, and we would smile back at her.

She has no idea about it, but I was secretly having feelings for her and so was Raphael. Another reason why we were rivals... but... I know deep down, in her heart... she only has feelings for Raphael.

I get jealous every time I see them together... It's as if my heart was going to rip out from my chest. The sparks those 2 emit... it was too much for me. I could feel her slipping away further away from me... At least, I must let her know how I feel for her... before it's too late. I held onto my feelings long enough... It was time

Xajin: Hey Sandy.. Sorry for calling you all of a sudden. Where's Raph
Sandra: He's with Ms. Alison in the piano room finished the compilations on the next concert. Nervous?
Xajin: Are you kidding... I'll do better than Raph this time. Anyway, I wanted to ask you something.
Sandra: You don't have to say anything...

Wait... what does she mean? Is something going on...

Sandra: I know what you want to say Xajin
Xajin: Excuse me?

She knows what? I don't get it...

Sandra: I'm sure you have noticed by now... I have been acting closer to Raphael.

Xajin: Well... It's hard to miss that, but..
Sandra: Xajin... I love him. I know you would have noticed by now...

Fate sure has a dumb way of playing with the hearts of man...

At that very moment... after she said those words... Raphael was standing by the door... stoned... He could not believe what he had heard. Sandra's face turned flushed red... she tried to hide the embarrassment that had struck her.

Raphael: Sandra...

Sandra: No... no... you didn't hear anything. I said nothing... lalala
Raphael: Sandy... is it true? What you just said...

She only nodded... Raphael moved in closer and took her in his arms...

Xajin: Congratz Raph... You won again...

Yup... fate sure knows how to play tricks on the unexpected. I sat there... still for a moment. Time stopped... just like how it always would stop when Sandra plays on the piano... But this time... I was not smiling... I walked off. That's it for me...

Days passed... and I never showed up back to that class... I told Ms Alison that I would not be showing up and told her I was going to leave the class... She kept persuading me to stay in the class... but I had made up my mind... I told her what i had to tell her and passed her a letter, told her what to do with it and left for the day...

Soon... it was time for the concert... Ms Alison loves to hold concerts at her house and she would invite everyone to the show...

She started off the performance with tunes from Bach and Brahms. After her piece... she stood up and greeted the crowd.

Alison: Good evening everyone. Thank you once again for joining us. Unfortunately, only two of my students will be playing for you tonight. Nevertheless, we have a great show lined up for all of you... please sit back and enjoy the night.

The crowd mumbled to themselves.. wondering what has happened, but the mumble soon turned to applause as Raphael stood on stage.

As always he mesmerized the crowd with his playing... leaving everyone in awe

And soon... it was her turn. If Raphael left them mesmerized... she left them hypnotized, not only by her music, but by her beauty as well. Her fingers slowly ran across the keys with grace. The sound of her tune echoed throughout the halls... everyone sat still... eyes closed... all in tuned with her key strokes.

When she pressed the final key... everyone opened their eyes. Some stood up applauding... some were tearing up to the piece she played... Yet again... another successful performance... Ms. Alison could be seen smiling from the back.

Sandra got off from the piano chair... as she got down... that was my signal

Xajin: Hey everyone... I hoped you enjoyed the show, Raph and Sandy were great... but it's not over yet...
It's my turn to play...

I could see the puzzled look on the crowds face. I turned to Raph and Sandy... and I just smiled at them

Xajin: Tonight... will be the last time I will be performing in front of all of you... and I will playing a piece I wrote and I would love to dedicate this final piece to my two friends... Raphael and Sandra... Ladies and Gentleman, A tune for the soul... A song for you... Play a Melody that warms the world..... here's
A Piece of Love.

I could feel it... with every note... this was my time... eyes on me... hearts beating as one... that 10 minutes felt like an eternity to me... I could go on playing forever.

I stood up after the piece... bowed... and left... I could hear Raphael and Sandra's footsteps as they tried to follow me, but their attempt was cut short by Ms. Alison.

Alison: Don't follow him... Please...
Raphael: But miss...
Alison: No buts... here's a letter from him... read it

A tear rolled down her cheek. Raphael took the letter and began reading it with Sandra:

(click to enlarge the letter)

He folded the letter... kept it... and turned to Sandra. She took him by the hand, a tear slowly rolled down her cheek. He looked at her and brushed the tear off her eye...

Raphael: He'll come back...

Sandra: I know... He always does

... and that's the end of this story...

-End-

Well... another story done (3 days writing) with the latest photo shoot... sorry if this one is not that well written and filled with too many emotions. I was happy when I started, emo-ing when I wrote the middle and was neutral when I was editing it.... haha...

I will be uploading the other pics from the photo shoot next time. Till then

Oh well... please comment and give your thoughts... thanks as always

-Jian-

PS: This story is dedicated to Sandra, Feli (Raphael) and Alison

Sakura no Ame by Absorb

A New Start...

2009-08-23T20:39:00.004+08:00

I'm still a bit sick, but I'm slowly on the road to recovery. Thank you everyone, for all your prayers.

Better or not, I'll be heading back to the mundane task of University life. Lectures, Lecturers, Assignments and Exams... Oh what a life for a student.

This semester is gonna be a long one.... 5 subjects, 5 times the assignment, 5 times the pressure and a hell lot more to complain about... yay XD

Last Semester had been a blast, the fun I had with everyone, making new friends along the way and just going crazy... those were good times....

Crazy Lecturers

Interesting Group Work

Awesome Hang-outs

Cosplays (not my costume btw)

Awesome Group mates
*Only Guy Again*

See ya next Sem

-Jian-

My GACC Road Trip (The Night)

2009-08-21T12:01:00.000+08:00

Title: The Night of Love and Betrayal

Ever wondered how revenge tasted like... Just imagine... hundreds... maybe even thousands of spikes piercing through your heart... the bitter taste of life comes crushing into you, leaving you with nothing to hope for... All your dreams shattered for that one moment when you will finally taste the blood of your victim...

He has yet to taste that sweet nectar of his victim's blood, but one day... he will... He will take up his sword and slice into the heart of the people that took her away from him.

Everything was going according to plan... his troops were ready for anything. On their journey, they even found a new queen piece to take the place of the one he had lost, but no matter what she did... he refused to accept her as the new member of their team, let alone the new Queen.

Xajin: No matter who you are... you will never be able to take her place... so don't even try. I'm only letting you stay because you are of use to me in my quest to take down my father.

For months they traveled together, collecting the things needed for their quest, gathering new souls for their pawns and forever trying to calm the raging Prince down to a level where he would not go on a killing spree whenever they encounter battle.

His head was calm when the match starts and he made every move strategically, but when it comes to his turn to battle, he let's loose with everything he has and this has come to the attention of his best friend and trusted knight, Reno.

Reno: Why not you take a trip down town to freshen up, we need a few supplies anyway.

Xajin: Fine... see you in a bit

He went into town, his team was hoping that he will chill and cool down... he did cool down... but not in the way they thought he would...

In town, whether it was fate or just plain coincidence, two souls met and had their eyes locked.

Xajin: I'm sorry... Do you want this last apple?
Mysterious Girl: No it's fine... you can have it
Xajin: It's alright... There are other fruits around here
Sandra: Thank you... erm... My name is Sandra... If you don't mind, would you care to have dinner with me tonight, I'm new in town and I don't have many friends.
Xajin: Well... I don't know...

He pondered for a while... and he thought of what Reno said... " Take a chill pill man... You need it"

Xajin: Sure... Why not...

She skips off until the corner and she turned back

Sandra: I'll see you back here at 7 then =]

That night... they had a wonderful dinner by the lake. They talked for hours until they had to be asked to leave the restaurant cause it was time for them to close.

This was the first time in months where he truly had fun... since her death, he lost all will to even smile... but that all changed tonight... because, for some reason... he was happy

The night was still young, so they decided to take a trip down to garden nearby to enjoy the stars... Everything was going majestically until a rustle in the bushes caused the Prince to jump into a state of caution.

Xajin: You know it's not a wise move to appose me... If you value your life, you would think twice before drawing your blade at me

Assassin: It's not your life I'm after... it's the one behind you
Xajin: Well... That's too bad, her life is in my hands tonight

With a quick step forward and to the side, the blades clashed.

The taste of metal could be felt in the air, the sound of his breath could be heard as he concentrates harder with each swing of his blade.

With a quick jump, the Assassin snuck behind him but her blow was blocked by his sword, but he wasn't out of the woods just yet...

With an unguarded left, she took a quick jab to his back, he flew to the ground, but he got his balance back just in time...

Xajin: Not bad... Guess I don't have to hold back...

He sheathed his blade.... took his stance and in a blink of an eye...

The match was decided...

Xajin: Leave now... before I change my mind of killing you

Heeding the warning of the Prince, the Assassin fled.

Xajin: Are you alright Sandra?

She did not reply him.... all she gave him was a hug from behind.... her arms around him...

He smiled... but, his smiled soon turned into a cry of agony...

Without his notice, her spell was already in place. She placed a collar around his neck. A collar that would bind the Prince to her. He was helpless and all he could do was scream

Sandra: Foolish Prince... How gullible of you to fall into such a simple trap. Thank you for protecting me. I am... really.. deeply touched. If you like protecting me so much, you shall now serve me... My pet.

Xajin: What... are... you doing to me...

Sandra: Nothing... you want revenge right... Well, I can help you, your friends are only holding you back. I can give you everything you need... Power, an Army, A sheer force to take down your father... Things your friends can never offer you, especially that new queen of yours who wants to take the place of your dear sweet Aki... Don't you just hate that

Helpless, he could not resist her, she was right... his friends can't do anything but hold him back, he don't trust the new queen, he was caught in her mind trap... his eyes soon turned dark, his memories... wiped. All that was left in his heart was the sole purpose to serve his new mistress and for the revenge he always wanted...

Xajin: Y-yyyes... My mistress...
Sandra: Good boy... Now... Will you obey everything I say?
Xajin: Every order.... I shall obey...
Sandra: Very good... why don't we pay a visit to your friends who were holding you back and put them in their place.

Xajin: As you command... My Mistress...

-End-

Well... that's it for now. I haven't revealed who the new Queen, because I don't have any pictures of her yet, so I decided to skip that lil chapter and head straight to this one. Don't worry, you're not missing much anyway.

Main Pics of GACC By Ping and Sandra

Thanks for reading

Cheers

-Xajin-
The Possessed Prince of Darkness

PS: Extra Pics... Enjoy

Xajin: Are you cold my mistress?

A little flame to keep me company,
To Light up the darkness tonight

Add a few more flames to keep us warm,
We'll never be alone

The candles burn bright...
Soon...
Revenge will be mine...

Awesome Naruto Skit at GACC

My GACC Road Trip (The Day)

2009-08-19T12:44:00.000+08:00

A car... Two friends... and a mission to escape for a day... we set out for a day of cosplaying and fun at GACC. Leaving KL for this holiday was the best thing that happened in a while... away from it all and away from the nagging voice of my parents XD

I had everything I need... Good company, a destination, and a whole lot of make up to get me in the mood and feel. The journey was long, but entertaining to the max.

Someone didn't get enough sleep

We all got ready... finished dressing up and finished our make up and then.. arming ourselves with a camera, we were ready to have some fun...

KAWAIIIII

Kamiya... COOL

The event lived up to it's name, it was awesome... I was amazed by the number of cosplayers, especially the Code Geass team... awesome... and... The vocaloids.... *fan boy mode*

Why take my word for it... Pictures tell better stories (forgive me... the quality is not so good... we only had a 5 mega pix cam)

Did I forget to mention I was Sandra's pet for a day...

She's one scary lady...

She ask me to kill... I kill XD

But she's nice at times XD

RayRay acting cool while I got stabbed

Ooo... A familiar face..

The Bread Chronicles:

Suwabara: You want it... fight for it..
Xajin: Give it here... my mistress wants it
Sandra: Hurry it up will ya...

Suwabara: Is that all...?
Xajin: Don't be selfish and share
Sandra: *yawn~~~*

Sandra: Finally....
Xajin: I want a bite too...
Suwabara: Who says bread don't bring people closer together... my work is done

And Our journey continues...

Sugoiii...

Suzaku (Knight of Rounds Version)

Xajin vs ZCdave Dante

~~CuTIE~~

And how can I not have a shot with these two

Xajin & Sandra:

Xajin: I swear to protect you...
Sandra: yaa... you do that...
Xajin: +.=

Xajin: Mistress...
Sandra: *pats pats*

Don't ask... she'll kill me

Finally... A candid shot...

The event was really well done... too bad we didn't head there for day 2, but we had enough pics to last us with memories of GACC

So... Our journey home was in our sights... but not before making a quick stop..

Find out where in part 2 =]

-Xajin-
The Prince of Darkness

PS: Special Pics

Awesome Skit by the Code Geass Team

Void....

2009-08-07T22:12:00.004+08:00

As I look into the dark night
Gazing into an endless void
I hear nothing but the sounds from the wind and the streams...
This dark night is just perfect for me....

As I lay down by the grass,
Gazing into the void...
Thoughts of life come crashing in my mind...

Is this what I really want out of life?
Is this how I wish to stay...?
Will I always be this way....?

-End-

I am not emo.... Just bored...

I want my camera... T.T

-Jian-

No more Camwhoring...

2009-08-06T21:37:00.005+08:00

After last night's incident, my camwhoring and picture taking days will be placed on hold for a while.

What happened last night was just a test and a lesson... Belle, James, Wesley and myself went out for dinner after coming back from Mage Cafe and well, we were hungry after getting stuck in a jam dropping Esther off back home.

So the guys left the bag in the car and we went to chow down.. and when we got back.... my friend's car got busted in and our stuff were all gone.... damn those lifeless morons

We lost a lot of stuff on that day:

Wesley lost his whole stack of Magic cards which cost him around RM500 (hope you idiots know the value of those things)

James lost his accounting calculator (if they can work one that is) and his college notes (hope they can read too, maybe they'll learn something) and not to mention the car was his mom's

I lost my precious camera (hope you idiots like looking at camwhore pictures by a guy)

Belle took her bag along... *phew* (this also proves girls aree smarter than guys)

Well... at least none of us were hurt...

I'm not expecting to get our stuff back... cause I doubt the cops will do anything (proves how much help they are)

Anyway... This Blog will be lacking pics a while...

-Jian-

Work of Art

2009-08-04T19:31:00.008+08:00

Remember the 1st story I ever posted in this blog?

The title is Two Worlds and it tells about a story of forbidden love and I'm slowly (not to mention lazily) working on developing it further (just for my self satisfaction).

Anyway... A very sweet girl decided to draw the Prince of Darkness and Aki into anime characters... and I wanna spread this joy to the whole world *evil laugh*

Before I showcase her masterpiece, everyone... Put your hands together for Sandra or better known as Mikageceres:

Show us a lovely smile XD

Without further delay... let's begin the show:

This simple sketch of the two characters was the beginning of her work

and this simple sketch began to take it's shape and finally
(damn I look cool)

It became a work of art XD
(There's just not enough words in the English Language to describe the word AWESOME)

Well... That's it from me... Don't forget to drop by at Mikage's deviantART for more of her work and make sure you comment and fav all her stuff or she will murder me XD

-Jian-
(I'm bored)

PS: Remember to support her work k
Mikage's deviantART

Eyeshield 21 Blaze Line

Still Here ya know...

2009-08-01T11:01:00.006+08:00

Still a few more weeks before the 3rd Sem starts... The holidays have been enjoyable at some point and boring at another. A part of me can't wait till I am back on my feet doing assignments. I haven't had many idea and my brain is in a rut... I need something more to stimulate my brain...
I've been going out a few times throughout the whole holidays, usually just hanging around places and chilling... I'll take going out over rotting at home any day.

Oh one more thing... Finally... finally passed the stupid driving test

Oh well... Just gonna enjoy the holidays till it ends.... =]

-Jian-

Ohayou by Keno