Friday, February 19, 2010

There's Nothing Left... Only Our Memories....

I am seriously getting too lazy for my own good... I can't even think of a good enough topic. I need to write some stories or poems... but ever had that time when your mind goes..... ...... ......

Well since my head is blank... Good enough time to recap the sem so far.

The year started on a rough end with lots of random happening around. Heart breaks are no longer a stranger to me and I'm not affected as much... yes, even flirts experience heartbreaks... but what can be done... just move on with a smile.

Assignments too are no stranger... and what do you know... I'm piled with it... well that's to be expected with 5 classes under my belt X.x

I'm taking a film class this semester and so far... I do not regret joining. I had an internal debate with myself on the matter... to join or not to join and... well... I am glad I joined. The lecturer is Kartini from 3R, a great inspiration to my passion and she brought a special guest to class one day =]


Abang Naz... Remember him? If you were from my time... you would remember him =]

Ohh about the blue hair... I found this awesome creepy place under HELP and had the urge to do a small shoot there. I grabbed Sam to do Len and I appeared as Kaito. We did a ghetto version shoot for vocaloid =]

The photographer was Adam, he's new and I asked him cause he was available and he wanted some practice with his camera... well... win win situation I guess. Hehe... Let's show some here


Kaito: Xajin
Len: Kazuchang

Photographer: Adam
Special Thx: Weez (for editing some pictures)


A take of two... who lost it all. Torn away from love, set apart by fate... died in the hands of misery... that was the destiny that was written for them. A single tear dropped from his eyes... a pat from the back can be felt...


Kaito: You're here?
Len: Shall we go?
Kaito: Yea... but... This will hurt us more...
Len: I'm ready to face it...


They entered into the void, past the burnt out gates and through the dead hallway and into a dark abyss. The smell of ashes still fill the air... toxic to them... but it was not as poisonous as pain they felt in their hearts.


Debris covered the room... making it hard to walk... rats sprawled all over, looking for the tiniest scrub for food. Roaches were everywhere, building their new homes in this deserted waste. This was once a place called home, a paradise for them to come to when they needed a tune for their soul and a friend for their hearts... a once blissful heaven now reduced to a forsaken waste of hell...

He held it in... keeping his chin high... but...


Len: This is it haa... everything gone...
Kaito: ...
Len: I used to love coming here with her... especially when things got bad at home... we would come here... and everyone would be here... we would play till our heart content... and forget our worries.
Kaito: I'm sorry... it was my fault...

Their hearts were as dead as the cold dark room they once called home... But now... it has been reduced to a pile of sin... Traces of their memory could be found lying by the debris... but they were nothing anymore... it was too late...


Len: They're not coming back rite?
Kaito: Hmm... Are u still hung up on that?
Len: I'm not.. it's just...
Kaito: I know... I can't accept it either
Len: But...
Kaito: Len... There's nothing we can do now... we have no choice but to face it...

A silent pause filled the air... He didn't know what else to say to his friend... His mind wandered...


"We have no choice... magic words.... those 4 little words... we have no choice... I paused to think abot what I just said... I did not like it... I always thought... what would happen if I could change that mistake... would we still be together as a family?"


"Yes... it was my fault that it happened... My carelessness... My fault... I blame myself everyday for the folly of my actions... If I could.... I would... I want to turn back the clock to that time... Before that incident... I want you here by my side.... I want to see you having fun with us, I want to hear your beautiful voice coursing through my veins and into my soul... I want to see you smile and I want to tell you everything i feel inside..."


"I want to see you..."

"No... not just you... I want to see everyone again...."


Len: Kai... you alright...?
Kaito: Hmm... yea just fine. Shall we start?
Len: Sure...


"This dark corner will be our stage... as we set up... we thought of all the times... good and bad... it was a memory, yes... just a memory... but it's a memory we will keep in our hearts... I remember you told me something... "memories are nice, but that's all they are... memories"..."


"Memories are nice... but... to me... they are more than that..."


Len: You ready?
Kaito: Yea... for old times sake
Len: This is for you... a song from our hearts...
Kaito: We wrote it... to remember the times we have... though you are not with us... we'll always have our memories...
Len: We call it... A Gift of Memory...

-end-

Yes I like cliffhangers... gives room for imagination ya... anyway... so much for not writing... I ended up writing anyway XP

That's it for me today... Will update again soon

As always... thx for reading =]

-Jian-

PS: The Omakes, Behind the Scenes and Etc


Fixing the wig =D


Lecturers interested


Boo....


The real us =]


Ini Weez punya kerja


*Gasp*


Len: Who's thattt?


NOOOOOOOOOO


Don't talk to me....

And that's it XP

3 comments:

Ay "Ike' Jay said...

hahah the effect are nice XDDD

Shadow Xajin said...

could be better but satisfied for a 1st time =]

Comment on story laa

Sayuri-chan said...

the story is nice, really sad but engaging at the same time. Also very mysterious :) The photos are great and the behind the scenes are funny xD