Screw This...

My closet is no longer mine... My stomach is no longer mine... My time is no longer mine to spend... My life belongs to him... he controls me like a dog. He thinks he can do whatever he wants... Just because... I call him Dad...

Screw him....


I can't enjoy the food I love anymore... even my granny's cooking... He tells me what to eat...

I can't use my free time to rest... He always tells me to go exercise when I come back before 5 from college... I'm too tired to even move and he wants me to work out... Says it's healthy... I walk back in the bloody hot sun for 30 minutes and that's not even enough. That's why I always go home late from college....


He doesn't approve the things I do... He doesn't say anything... just gives his angry grump and looks at me weirdly... some dad he is...

Best of all... He takes over my room... His stuff are all piled up at one corner... 5 minutes ago he just rummaged through my closet, clearing my clothes to make room for his own stuff... He even threw away my old Librarian Uniform... The word privacy doesn't mean anything to that old man.

This old man is giving me a headache and he's saying I hate him...

What do you expect... I don't own my own life at all when he's around...

Damn you old man...

-Jian-

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PS: Sorry for the rant... He's really pissing me off

PSS: HOLIDAYS!!! PLEASE BE OVER SOON!!!

Alright.. Alright.... Here's your Update =P

I've been pestered for hours by Pipi to update my blog about the random outing we had on Monday....

=.=" *I had this expression on my face when she pestered me*

And I know you are saying to yourself... Yay... Finally he updated.

So what in the world happened that she HAD to have me update about.

This outing wasn't really planned... I was planning to go home after college, but I promised to meet up with Pipi and Pupu to give them some of the cake I baked... So I got there and they told me Joon Hong @ Sakai was coming too...

Pipi & Pupu

So... we kinda hung out for the day.... yeap... After eating, shopping and Pipi buying a present for her mom (aww) around in KLCC, we travelled to Pavillion for more shopping... *this wasn't planned at all mind you*

Keke...

The shopping continues in Pavillion and Pupu wanted me to try on a skirt and bag. In the end, we ended up watching House Bunny. *JH was drooling throughout the whole movie*
This proves that he needs more chicks in his life. Anyone out there interested...? He's not choosy.

This is JH... See how desperate he is. *evil laughs*

I guess that's about it... Hmm... Oh wait... I forgot the most important part... Camwhoring... What's a day without it =D
*sorry... pics are too blur... Photographer tak pro*

Can't even see a thing... this is Pipi.

And This is Pupu

Don't ask me how they got their names... read their blog...

Tuuuut... My HAND!!!

Ok... There's a reason why Pipi is so eager for this entry... Just recently.... I have been named The P sister's step mother *funny*... so in other words.. I traded my masculinity for 2 daughters.... That's so manly of me XD

Very manly...

Pu and Pi up close

I have nothing more to add... except this... JI MI YOU BLARDY FOOL... YOU FORGOT WHEN'S MY BIRTHDAY AGAIN!!! YOU KNOWN ME FOR 5 YEARS AND YOU FORGET EVERY YEAR!!! *ahem* Hope you read this.

-Jian-

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PS: Pipi & Pupu... Watch this...

Sentimental Piggy Romance by LM.C

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Now playing: L'Arc-en-Ciel - Driver's High
via FoxyTunes

Tagged By Pupu =)

Assignments are getting due... Mid-Term results are almost out and here I am... sitting here doing a tag given to me by Pupu, one-half of the P sisters.

Well... Since I have time, let's do it.

State 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. The 10 people I tag are to then follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts. and so, here it goes.
15 weird things/habits/little known facts about myself are :

• I am Goth and I am Proud to be one

• I live to game... Minimum game time >> 5 hours

• A pure Otaku... I would do anything for and related Anime *You should see my presentation slides*

• My Guy Idols.... I know it's weird for me to have them... but screw you:
  
  
  
  
  1. Jui
     
     
     
     
  2. Mizushima Hiro
     
     
     
     
  3. Shou
     
     
     
  4. Hyde

• Prior to the fact that I don't read books at all.... I was the Head Librarian for my high school...

• Black and White are the only 2 colors I need
  
  

• I sleep with soft toys on my bed

• I karaoke in my room

• Hi my name is Jian and I'm a Facebook-a-holic

• I enjoy acting... on stage and off
  
  

• I have a fixation for other people's (all girls) hair and my own hair.

• Roses are my favorite flowers

• I love cracking lame jokes
  
  

• I'm love taking pictures of my friends

• And I love to camwhore

There's that's fifteen

I WOULD Tag ______ but ______:

Dila (she's too busy)

Feli (she's too lazy)

Pipi (She's been tagged)

JH (He did his already)

Shana (she's also lazy)

Ji Mi (He's MIA)

So in conclusion... I tag no one.

-Jian-

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PS: More later....

Total Randomness Post... Stalker Collection

Weeee~~MY EXAMS ARE OVER *for now* and I'm back to blogging... I think I'm getting more and more addicted to it... It's been a while since I last posted some Random Collection of Pictures.

I noticed something... Some people are afraid when I have a camera in my hand.... Not only the girls; guys as well... I feel so ignored *boo...*

It's like I'm cursed every time I have a camera in hand... hmm... I wonder why??

I wonder if these pictures have anything to do with it *grins*

1st Person who called me Stalker

This sakai followed...

Self-Fulfilling Prophecy: I guess I am one XD

It's not that I'm a stalker...

I just enjoy taking pictures

I hate poses...
*they are not posing*

Natural looks best =)

So enjoy my collection

Of 'natural pictures'

I spare no one...

No One at all...
*I passed his class already... so can post*

My jacket has been through a lot

Emo~

The least they suspect...

The better the shot

Way better...

Some turns out nice

Some you just wanna die laughing...

It won't be blurred if they stop moving

Or block their faces

Classic >.<
*Sorry Princess... Can't help it*

Jeez.... Fel's right... i do have a lot of stalker pictures... Oh well... more to come =)

-Jian-

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PS: DON'T KILL ME PPL ^^

Oh btw... LEECH MUSIC VIDEO IS OUT!!!! WEEE

Love this song ^.^

The Gates of Hell are now Open... Thank You

Ladies and Gentleman, you have arrived at the Gates of Hell... Please DO NOT proceed with caution. Thank you...

Weee.... Mid-terms are starting tomorrow and joy oh joy... I have TWO papers tomorrow... Isn't life wonderful... =.=

Ah screw it... so much for thinking positive

Well... back to grinding...

-Jian-

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Thank Goodness for Vidoll ^.^

Tagged By FeliNana

Great.... I got tagged with the same tag by 2 girls... I'm lazy to do laaaa~~
But they say if I don't do they won't friend me anymore.... =.=

As if the tag from Kiddo was not enough... now I got another one... at least this time the tags were from 2 lovely girls.

Lovely Girl A... Feli

Lovely Girl B... Shana

Well whatever... Here's tag number 2

The Golden Rules:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how they relate to the questions.
5. Tag at least 5 people. *Jian says ignore this*

*Warning... some of my songs are in Japanese but I'll give a translation*

1. How are you feeling today?
Breaking Free by Zac Efron & Vanessa Hudgens Well I guess you can say that I'm trying to break free from my life XD
2. If someone says, “Is this okay?” You say?
Byakuya ~True Light~ by Miyamoto Shunichi
Weird Much... This doesn't even makes sense

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Why can't we be friends by Smashmouth
Well... I guess you gotta start somewhere =.=

4. Will you get far in life?
Kirameku Toki ni Torawarete (Caught by the Glittering Moment) by Manish I guess that's a yes??

5. What do you think about very often?
Time will Tell by Utada Hikaru
Time is mot for waste... I always think how I wanna spend it XD *now this makes sense*

6. What is 2 + 2?
*the next song better not be lame*
Dan Dan Kokoro Hikareteku (Bit by Bit My Heart is Charmed)
What kind of lame answer is that?

7. What's your best friend's theme song?
*evil smile* This should be fun
Angry Nerd Rock by The Ataris
HAHAHAHA.... THIS IS AWESOME!!! So suits my best friends in High School & College

8. What is the story of your life?
I'll be there by Westlife
Wait for me... I'll will be there for you...

9. What is/was your high school like?
Spanish Eyes by Backstreet Boys
Er... Rite... it was like Spanish Eyes.... Rite...

10. What is your motto?
Blue Star by Vidoll
*SHRIEKS!!! YESH!!!*
(I am happy to meet you) You're my destiny
(So I will sing this song for you) Yeah- Let's go get [Blue star] ^_^



11. What’s the best thing about your friends?
Punk Rock 101 by Bowling for Soup
Hell Yea =)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Karma by Bump of Chicken
=.= Good or Bad Karma?

Part of lyrics translated:

For sure, we will meet each other The same beat of our hearts will lead us I'm right here I'm always calling out to you When the piled reasons all lose their ground I will know the meaning of my birth

13. What do you want to be when you grow up?
This is Halloween...
Er.... I wanna be a Goth??

14. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
This I promise you by N'sync
Aww.. so sweet...

15. Describe your grandparents.
Daybreak's Bell by L`arc~en~Ciel
Why am I doing this.. it's getting weirder with every question...

16. How's your life going?
Blind by Lifehouse
I'll find my light... someday

17. What is your biggest fear?
Farewell by Yiruma
I hate saying goodbyes... I fear them as well

18. What will be played at your funeral?
You Raise Me Up by Josh Groban
Wow... yes, please play this song... very meaningful

19. What is your hobby/interest?
Tears in Heaven
I enjoy the tears of heaven... if it means walking in the rain.

20. Will you have a happy life?
Jasmin by Yui Makino
A life full of Jasmins

21. What do your friends really think of you?
Blaze of Glory by Bon Jovi
Do they now??

22. Do people secretly lust after you?
Meant to Live by Switchfoot
Er... no comments

23. How can you make yourself happy?
reBIRTH by Ayumi Hamasaki
Well, I am reborn as a Goth... and I'm nyappy!!!

24. Will you ever have children?
Sarah Beth by Rascal Flatts
I'm so not naming my daughter that name

25. What song would you strip to?
Chain by Back-on
Chains and Leather anyone? Lol

26. What does your mom think of you?
Open the eyes of my Heart by Casting Crowns
Err.... someone comment on this for me...

27. What do you think of your parents?
The Anthem by Good Charlotte
I'm a rebel and they know it

28. What is your deep, dark secret?
Only One by Yellow Card
Pssst... here's a secret... There can only be one ME =)

29. What is your enemy's theme song?
Shut Up by Simple Plan
Yea... I wished he would shut up

30. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Love Song by Kenny G
Oo that would be Awesome

Who cares about rules even if it's golden?
Now I must tag....
I tag
Anyone...

Total Randomness.... Lol

-Jian-

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Now playing: Kenny G - Kenny G - Love Song
via FoxyTunes

One World.... One Life

I believe we all have the power to change the world. From war to Peace; from hate to Love.

We are different in may ways. Our skin tone, the way we speak and the way we dress... but isn't that what makes us special? Under the clothes we wear, we are all people and we all share this earth that we are living on this very moment.

Why can't people see that? Yet they think that war is a way to stop it all. I say, just put down those guns and take the hand of the people you are fighting with and shake it. Stop the WAR!!! We gain nothing from all the fights, but we lose everything.

I agree with what they say.... A World without Borders... That's what we should aim for.

I know this is not one of my usual styles of blogging, but what I'm saying is true. But I do have a reason why I'm blogging about this... Global Peace Festival and the Power of 10 cents in Malaysia. No idea what is it? Look at this:



HELP also played a part in this event. Si Yan and her gang are working their best to promote this awareness and are gathering funds to stop poverty.... 10 cents, although not much, can make a huge difference for one person.

Pics:

The Director of GPF Malaysia, Dr. Teh, came and paid a visit for the launching of the event.

Along with Mr. Daniel Lee representing the "Power of 10 Cents"

Their speeches were really uplifting

Oh not forgetting someone very special...

Jaclyn Victor =)
She's one of the ambassadors for GPF Malaysia

Weee.... Nyappy to see an Idol up close =)

Wow... why are they all ears?

Ah.... figures... Jac's on stage =)

10 Cents can change someone's life....

She sang today!!! Lucky Me =)

The Awesome people who made this happen... *I think some are missing*

Peace... That's our Dream

They all deserve a round of applause. They worked their butts off for this event, especially Si Yan... Kudos girl, you rock.

Vidhya was too shy to ask for a picture with Jac... So I asked for her =)
You so owe me Vidhya *evil grin*

The lovely Project Manager with the lovely Idol... Thx Si Yan for asking me to come =)

Cause if you didn't... I won't be able to take this:

Weee~~ ^_^

We can make a difference...

-Jian-

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PS:

Here's the Theme song for GPF...

Where Peace Begins by Jaclyn Victor & Daniel Lee