One More Time... The Lake of Fire

This is it.... 3rd Sememster's Finals are here... 2 days... 3 papers....
It's time to make or break...

I can't believe it's already here... The end of 3rd Sem... it seems like 2008 just came and it's already going... So many wonderful and crappy things happened this year...


If all goes well... I'll be heading off and doing my degree... It's kinda sad that HMC is only one year. I'm gonna miss the long hallway walks to class, the lecturers, my friends... It's like leaving form 5 all over again...

Alright... enough with the sappy tales... Time to fight!!! fight!!! fight!!!

-Jian-

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PS: ELLE, MEI JI, JI MI, JOON HONG.... THX FOR THE SHOES... LOVE THEM!!!!

PSS: Happy to meet you Zy *nerd*

Alice Nine's New Single... <3

I need a Life...

Exactly... I have officially lost my life to my assignments...

Especially my Flash Presentation for Internet Principles class.

And WEeeeeee..... I'm almost done with it...

Just need to add the final touches.

Thank goodness for Vidoll... My music mate for my assignments =D

Ok... back to work...

-Jian-

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JUI!!!!

The 3 Minute Update

Busy Busy Busy....

Never Busy when it comes to Music

Vidoll- Remind Story

Simple Plan- Save You

We The Kings- Skyway Avenue

No time for any new updates now... Lol... this will have to do... Cheers

-Jian-

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<3

Feeling Sentimental-ish...

I wonder how much I would bleed...?

Grrr... still sick and my fever's getting worse...

Going to into a Statistics Quiz when your half dead is not the best thing one can do...
I'm gonna fail that quiz...T.T

Things could be worse... but I'm still alive and well (sorta well)

I don't know how to put this, but I'm glad I have friends by my side...

Thank you to...
Charlotte, Sean, Marcus & Irene: For the Awesome Bracelet... it did cheer me up

Dila: For lending me her jacket to keep me warm during the quiz

Ben: For offering to drive me back (but no car)

Miko: For keeping me company

Leonard *Miko's Bro* : For sending me to the station

Aki: For chatting with me thru sms and keeping me company when I was going back home

To everyone else who wished me to get better ^^ *list too long*

Seriously...

Now... I just have one wish... My sister... things are not going well and things are fucked up for me now...

Well... not gonna stress myself more... gotta concentrate on getting better.

-Jian-
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Tomorrow's the day.... the day I dread

Hoping...

Which way to Hell...?

Life's a mess now...

Hurting people left and right...

Someone Kill me...

Before I kill myself...

Where has the time gone...

-Jian-

Look at me... Just once...

Something to fill my lost time... A Tag

I'm feeling really drugged up now... Having a fever is NOT fun....

Tag by Pipi & Pupu

1) What's your full name ?
Depends on which of my Personas you wanna talk too

2) How did you feel last night ?
Felt very fucked up

3) Do you believe in eternity ?
I do... there's always something you can get out of life

4) Who do you trust the most ?
Rite now... I don't know anymore... I don't even trust myself

5) If you have a dream come true..
I would dream to be next to the one I love

6) Are you in love ?
Love is such a strong word, but I do have strong feelings for someone

7) Who ?
Let's just say... She's someone who stole my heart

8) What are you doing right now ?
Trying to get rid of this sickness

9) Who do you hate the most ? And what did you called him/her ?
Don't really care... I hate him too much to even look at him

10 ) Chocolate or ice-cream ?
I need 2 shots of each rite now...

11) Which quote do you like the most ?
Close your eyes... Can I kiss you...?

12) Do you think you need to get diet ?
Yea

13) Why ?
I just do

14) Have you ever hurt people around you ?
I tend to hurt people on a daily basis

15) If you get a chance to meet your favourite star , what would you say to him/her ?
JUI!!!! JUI!!! JUI!!!!

16) What school you're studying now ?
HELP UNIVERSITY COLLEGE

17) What do you think about that school ?
I like that place...

18) What would you do when you're 18 ?
I will find out very soon...

19) What's in your mind right now ?
*blank*

20) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom ?
Dark Blue

21) What do you prefer to drink ?
Anything that would not kill me...

22) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation ?
Australia...

23) Your mood right now ?
Fucked up...

24) Which is your birth month?
November

25) 10 peoples to tag *I don't care if u do or not*

1. Dila
2. Jiam
3. Miko
4. Ben
5. Jimi
6. JH
7. Shana
8. Grace
9. Josh
10. Wynn
    

26) Who is number 10 ?
A very good friend

27) What about 5 and 1 ?
I would like to see that happen...

28) Is number 2 in a relationship ?
With her work...

29) Do you hate number 6 ?
Yes I do... cause he's a nut XD

30) Describe number 3
Workaholic...

-Jian-

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An Oath to Oblivion

-Jian-

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The Boys are Back....

Well this is a fresh start after all those emo postings.... and

No... the title does not imply the song from HSM 3. I'm referring to the J3. After months of college and meeting new people... we finally found a chance to get back together and cause chaos the only way we know how.

Yes.. I'm talking about my 2 High School Buddies + Me = J3

Joon Hong- The tech geek

Ji Mi- The unofficial leader

Jian- The one that talks too much

It was fun seeing those nuts again... Miss those idiots so much

This happened last Friday. They came over for a bit before heading off... and with the sudden meeting, we all had so many stories to tell; college, studies, GIRLS, clubs, happenings.... more GIRLS...

Then we left for out hangout trip with the P sisters

Man, it seems like forever since we did something together... ok... I sound very gay now... but we had fun:

Let's go....

Scribble Scribble

The most troublesome Junior I ever had... but still sayang her

I'll be waiting for Saturday =)

-Jian-

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Now playing: We The Kings - Check Yes Juliet
via FoxyTunes

Give in... Give up

STOP!!!!

Just let me get off...

I don't feel like bearing it anymore... I don't know how long I can take this crap anymore...

Let me sink back to where I belong... Alone...

I'm no longer needed....

No one would listen to me... Only my blog will be there to listen to my complain...

Stop trying so hard Jian... It will never go your way... nothing will

-Shadow-

Stop the time... I wanna get off....

Bleh.... Hope this freaking resolves anything...

You know what I mean...

No more entries about this matter... I don' want anymore scars from you and yes say it... it should hurt

Well it does.... Happy?

-Xajin-

Tags are Fun...

Dude.... how many times must you tag me... but since I'm not doing anything.... Might as well do it...

Tag (AGAIN) by Wai Min and Elle:

Wai Min

Elle (Right)

Won't Wai Min and Elle make a cute couple?

1) Do you think you're hot?
Honestly speaking... I don't think I am, but I am confident enough with myself

2) Upload your favorite picture of you!
How can I choose one?? Fine... I choose this one:


3) Why do you like that picture?
Well... I like it cause it's the first pic I had with her and I'm in full goth.

4) When was the last time you ate pizza?
What kind of stupid tag question is this.... Must I tell you when I ate something =.=

5) The last song you listened to?
Cassis by Gazette... LISTEN TO IT!!!! WHO CARES IF YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND IT... LISTEN!!!!

6) What are you doing right now besides this?
I'm trying to find out what my heart is telling me....

7) What name would you prefer besides yours?
My real name is Jian... I'm fine with my name
I want an English name... My friends suggested Maximilian
My nicknames are:

• Shadow: A name I gave myself
• Xajin: An Acronym of my name
• Takeru: A name given by my sister
• Lelouch @ Lulu-sama: Friends on CR call me by that name
  

People to tag. (I just need names; I don't really care if you do it or not)
1. Miko
2. Shana
3. Mei Ji
4. Feli
5. Jiam

8) Who is number one?
Miko.... Goth Friend and an awesome target for bullying XD

9) Number three is having a relationship with?
Lesbian with Elle.... Straight with no one XD

10) Say something about number five?
She's sweet... fun... oh and she's a princess =)

11) How about number four?
Feli.. hmm... she's a pretty girl but she's lame and she's emo and very secretive

12) Who is number two?
Shana- She's one stubborn girl, but still love her
Alright... I'm done...

-Jian-

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Another Tag... Why me...

Tagged by Pupu

1.The last person to tag you is?
Mei Ji *Pupu*

2. Your relationship with him/her?
She's my very annoying and bratty junior

3. Your 5 impression towards him/her?

• Bratty
• Annoying
• Stubborn
• Bossy
• Nice
  

4. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for you?
Hmm.... hmm.... hmm... hmm.... I'll tell you once I can find one.... *continues thinking*

5. The most memorable words that he/she has say to you?
I agree with you


6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
Love her till the end of time... *that or run away for dear live*

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
I'll leave that to your imagination

8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on...
Not being so demanding and having everything go her own way and also being able to accept a person for who he/she is. *sorry Pupu; they ask, I answer.*

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
There will be lots of reason's... trust me

10. The most desirable things to do for him/her is...
Buy her the whole of Pavilion

11. Overall impression towards him/her is...
Mature yet kiddish

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Well... they need to know me first

13. The character of you for yourself is?
Hot-headed, Dark, Stubborn... but i can be understanding

14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
My temper and urge to kill

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
I am me... and nothing will change that

16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
Thank you... for everything and for taking the shit I dish out

17. Bra or panties?
Both if they are not one me...

18. Chocolate or ice-cream?
I can't decide

19. 10 people to tag. *If you don't do it... who cares*

1. Feli
2. Joshua
   
3. Shana
4. Dila
5. Ben
6. JH
   
7. TKS
   
8. Miko
9. Queenie
10. DD
    

20. Who is number 2 having a relationship with?
Himself

19. Is 3 a male or a female?
Last I check... female

20. If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing?
I wouold laugh my guts out

21. How about 5 and 8?
Ben would die

22. What is number 1 studying about?
McFlurry at McD

23. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
I don't know

24. Is number 4 single?
She wants to be taken

25. Say something about number 2.
Awesome camera... lame dude XD

26. What do you think about number 3 and 6 being together?
They don't know each other anyway

27. Describe number 9.
K-I-D

28. What will you do if number 6 and 7 fights?
I would buy tickets for the fight

-Jian-

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PS: Lazy to update much
PSS: Next set of updates... college friends

Reborn Into The Night....

Halloween was awesome.... I had loads of fun, hanging out and dancing the night away... I don't care for the food, or the DJ... all i cared for was my friends, the company and the camwhoring.

Before I blog about it... I wanna show you something... My new look:

The Old Me *boring...*

The 2008 Look *hair's better*

A bit of change *Darker Side*

NOW
What cha think?

Now... about Halloween...

It may be a night of fright... of dead souls and wandering spirits... But all the spirits you get to see are the spirits of HMC students rocking the night away.

What else can I say... dressing up is fun, taking pictures and just having a blast.

Pics by Jian & Irene:

Coming down the Elevator

The night started off slow... and we thought we were late. They were all waiting for me as I was finishing my hair and make-up. We headed down and saw that the party hasn't started *pheew*


So we just hanged and chatted while waiting for the door to hall door to open.

Then... someone caught my eye...

I wasn't expecting to see Jiam there, but I'm glad she came =)
Please don't hurt me...

Wow... she came... I guess Eugene managed to talk to her. When the door opened, it was finally time...

The party was better, compared to the other parties. They had the usual... food, drinks, dancing, and games.

But I was too busy camwhoring at that time =)

You know what... I'll just let the pictures talk for me from this point:

A closer look

The gorgeous reception

Dr. House was in the House...
*Yes I know... Lame*

Those who haunt your school...

The Half-Dead with The Fully-Dead
*I hope that's paint...*

Witchy ^^

Nice Assortment of Characters
*Far Left: Edward Scissorhands*

The Double Jacksons
Micheal & Moots Jackson

Oh something really stupid happened:

Aris (Micheal Jackson), looked himself out from his car... actually, Marcus was the one who slammed the door while his keys are still in the car... so, he's stranded.

NOOOOO!!!!!!!

Ways to get key out:

• Pick Lock *Failed Miserably*
• Smash Window *Insurance don't cover*
• Sit while waiting for a miracle *Took too long*
  
• Call a Locksmith *That might work & surprised... it did work*

While waiting:

Bewitched

Charm

All wells that ends well... *Except for his wallet*

OK... back to the pictures:

Ghoulish Night

Devil/Angel

Cry of The Bread Zombie

The Genius Make-Up Artist: Ms. Fashion Irene

Are you scared??

Your Heart Skipping a beat?

Let me ask...

Why so Serious?
*Dude... this looks so cool*

Dangerous....

Let's Dance...

Red... Black... White

Black & White... the only 2 colors you need

The Floating Head

The Floating Head Left

He looks scarier than me...

Lady Charlotte & Sir Irene

Halloween's never over...

One more thing... I never embarrassed myself so much in one night... but it was worth it =)

I keep telling everyone... I can't dance... and I won't be caught dancing ever again...

But Jiam dragged me on the dance floor anyway...

OMG!!! I suck at dancing... =.=
But she didn't mind =)

So...

Thank you... I hope to have another dance with you =)

That's it for my Halloween... but who says it's over...

-Jian-

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